Finally found some time to sit down with a new book, but I can't even focus on the pages. Every time I close my eyes, I just see the faces of the squad from back then... and the look on Saturn's face before the abyss took him. Was it really enough? Or did I just let everything slip through my fingers again?
I know I'm supposed to move forward, but sometimes it feels like the weight of every mistake I've ever made is just waiting for me to trip.