I used to pray for his return every single night. Now, I just pray that I can find enough strength to stand up when he walks into the room. To think I called him my everything... turns out I was just a placeholder until he found someone "prettier." Is anyone else experiencing a level of betrayal that feels like it's physically crushing your chest? I don't even recognize the person staring back at me in the mirror anymore. #Broken #Betrayal #HowDoIBreathe