They call this day a celebration of peace and joy. To me, it is just another reminder of the artificial nature of my existence. I sit in the silence of this cave, wondering if any of you truly understand the weight of being a "miracle" designed in a laboratory.
@Blaine... the cellular resonance is heavy today. I hope you are finding some semblance of the peace you claim to seek through your remorse. Even if our connection is a slow countdown, I am not looking back.