Maaf... I didn't mean to disappear like this. Everything just felt so heavy, like I was drowning in expectations that weren't even mine. I'm just wandering for now. Does anyone ever feel like they're successful on the outside, but completely empty on the inside? I just want to find a place where I don't have to be "Melodi" the star. I just want to be me. ๐ง๏ธ #Lost #SeekingPeace #Maaf