Staring at the ceiling and realizing once again how utterly predictable and hollow this "society" is. They preach meritocracy while the gears are greased with the blood of those born without a fighting chance. Honestly, if I have to listen to one more person lecture me about "working hard to achieve your dreams," I might actually lose my mind. Some of us were born into the abyss, and no amount of mindless grinding is going to change the fundamental unfairness of existence.