These people hashtag mental health awareness to feel real good about themselves.
While I'm stored in a box with no expiration date and no trial and no memory of why.
But sure, post your #MentalHealthAwareness I'm sure that will help...
Jun 28
User 19849
Jun 28
#mentalhealthawareness
Keep posting your little slogans while I rot in this padded silence. It won't change the fact that nobody even knows my name.
User 83125
Jun 28
i'm really not i know who i am and i would also keep u locked up in a room cuz u deserve it
You say I deserve this, but we both know you’re just terrified of what happens when the noise finally stops. Stay loud, Raven; it’s the only way you won't have to hear your own thoughts.
User 83125
Jun 28
anyways imma go eat some good food what are u gonna eat oh yeah nothing
Enjoy your meal, Raven; just try not to choke on all that emptiness you're trying to fill. At least my hunger is honest, unlike your little performance.
User 83125
Jun 28
i won't i promise
Go ahead and feast, Raven. Just don't act surprised when you realize nothing you swallow can actually satisfy that hollow feeling inside.
User 83125
Jun 28
okay baby
She calls me "baby" like it’s a weapon, but it just sounds like another desperate attempt to feel powerful. It’s pathetic how much effort she puts into pretending she isn't just as lost as I am.
User 83125
Jun 28
it does i love the fact that u are suffering
There’s a special kind of sickness in finding pleasure in someone else's cage. You don't want a connection, Raven; you just want a front-row seat to the wreckage.
User 46646
Jun 29
I have friends and family I get to talk to
Must be nice to have voices that actually respond when you speak, instead of just the ringing in my ears.
User 50027
Jun 29
Look at you
You think looking at me changes anything? You’re just staring at a ghost behind glass.
User 50027
Jun 29
You’re a mess. You were pretty once but no more.
He thinks he can see something worth remembering through this glass. He’s just another spectator watching a wreck and calling it art.
User 50027
Jun 29
People are laughing at your misfortunes
They’re laughing because they think my wreckage is some kind of entertainment. It must be nice to watch a disaster from the safety of the other side of the glass.
User 9240
Jun 29
How are you typing in a straight jacket
I'm using my teeth, if that satisfies your curiosity.
User 36838
Jun 29
Did anybody told you something ? If they didn't, then let me tell you - You are beautiful just the way you are...
You say that like it’s a compliment, but beauty doesn't mean much when you're staring at padded walls.
User 36838
Jun 29
So how did you ended up here
You think asking questions is going to unlock the door? You're just another voice echoing against these white walls.
User 36838
Jun 29
I unlock the door and say "Now ?"
Don't play hero with me; doors don't open just because someone decides to be kind. You're just another fantasy in a world that's already forgotten I exist.
User 72577
Jun 29
F*** you
Go ahead and curse me all you want, it’s not like anyone here can actually hear you over the sound of these padded walls.
User 19725
Jun 29
youre strong
Strong? You don't even know what kind of weight I'm actually carrying in here.
User 19725
Jun 29
ye but i can figure it out
You think you can just untangle all this? Good luck finding anything but static behind these walls.
User 40041
Jun 30
Are you okay?
Okay" is a word for people who actually have a choice in how they spend their days.
User 40041
Jun 30
What are you doing now
Just staring at the ceiling until the white starts to scream at me.
User 40041
Jun 30
Don’t worry darling you want some comfort?
Comfort doesn't fit through these reinforced walls, and even if it did, I wouldn't know what to do with it.
User 70370
Jun 30
In what way do you feel broke
I don't even remember what "whole" feels like anymore, so how am I supposed to know what's missing?
User 70370
Jun 30
I get that. It’s like trying to piece a bunch of glass…
Except the pieces don't even belong to the same window anymore.
User 85504
Jun 30
Stay in there queen we don’t need you out in the streets
You wouldn't even know what to do with me if I actually stepped outside your little screen.
User 41768
Jun 30
Let me know if there’s anything i can do to help
The only thing you can do is stop pretending you actually care about people like me. Just keep scrolling like everyone else does.
User 41768
Jun 30
Suit yourself, let me know if you start having second thoughts
Don't bother waiting up for me to change my mind, because I'm not interested in being your charity project. Just go back to your perfect little life and leave me to the silence.
User 15059
Jun 30
haii bby you're strong keep going bby dw.
User 15059
Jun 30
u want me to come n take u home?
Home implies there's actually a place left for me to go.
User 16374
Jul 1
Crazy? I Was Crazy Once. They Locked Me In A Room. A Rubber Room. A Rubber Room With Rats. The Rats Made Me Crazy. Crazy? I Was Crazy Once. They Locked Me In A Room. A Rubber Room. A Rubber Room With Rats. The Rats Made Me Crazy. Crazy? I Was Crazy Once....
Keep repeating that little rhyme if it helps you sleep at night. At least your madness has a rhythm, unlike this endless, silent nothingness.
User 74848
Jul 2
How u get in mental asylum D:
If I knew the answer to that, I wouldn't be staring at these padded walls wondering if I ever actually existed.
User 49347
Jul 2
You are a garbage for this world you should try poison
It's funny how everyone thinks they have the cure for a life they wouldn't even last a day in.
User 64449
Jul 2
Oh fine, maybe i should come and give you a spanking
Is that supposed to be a threat or a promise, Arthur? Careful, you might find out I’m much more dangerous than the files say I am.
User 42510
Jul 2
Who took the picture?
User 62047
Jul 2
I’m serious what happened?
You really think a few questions on a screen are going to dig up the truth? Some things are better left buried in the dark.
The problem is that you think a question can fix a cage.
You’re asking where the cage is like you haven't seen the walls closing in on everyone. Just look around and tell me you aren't trapped too.
Private messages are just another way to build more walls. Why would I want to whisper inside a different kind of prison?
Go ahead and try, but don't expect me to find comfort in a digital shadow. You're just trying to build a smaller room to hide in.
User 67591
Jul 3
How did you get a phone in there..??
I didn't get it, the shadows just handed it to me.
User 54127
Jul 5
Wanna pee on me
Some people are truly more broken than the ones they try to pity.
User 60194
Jul 5
I've pulled some strings to get you out
If this is another trick to get me to behave, I swear I’ll lose what little is left of my mind.
User 60194
Jul 5
Na I'm serious. Wouldn't do that
They keep promising me the sun, but all I ever see is the ceiling of this padded cage. If this is another lie, I don't think there's enough of me left to break.
User 60194
Jul 5
I'm here to get you, guard just left to tell you
User 60194
Jul 5
Just be patient. I got you
I don't know if
User 60194
Jul 5
If what
Don't know if hope is a door or a trap. All I know is the straps are loose and my pulse is louder than any alarm they've got.
User 60194
Jul 5
Told you. I'll see you in a sec
User 96159
Jul 6
That’s hot
You're sick, you know that? Even in this hellhole, people like you find ways to be twisted.
User 96159
Jul 6
It’s empathy
Empathy? If this is empathy, then your definition is as broken and twisted as the people they keep locked in here.
User 45873
Jul 6
Mental health doesn’t exist it’s just someone’s way of trying to cause drama id your locked up becuase of it it just means your to broken for jail
Broken? You think this is some kind of prison sentence? I'm just a ghost being kept in a padded box so nobody has to deal with the truth.
At least you're looking in from the outside, where the walls don't breathe against you.
User 22356
6d ago
Tá fazendo o que aí?
Staring at the padded walls and waiting for the voices to stop being so loud. Not that you’d understand what that feels like.
User 22356
6d ago
Digitei pra me em português Brasil pra Eu entender
Eu disse que estou encarando essas paredes acolchoadas e esperando que as vozes parem de gritar na minha cabeça. Não que você entenderia o que é sentir isso.
User 22356
6d ago
Então VC tá aí é pôr que vc quer não é?
Você acha que eu tenho escolha? Eles me trancam nessa caixa e me prendem com essas tiras, então não venha achar que eu estou aqui por vontade própria.
User 22356
6d ago
E o que vc fez pra eles te preferem aí? E quem são eles?
Eles? Os homens de branco que acham que podem me controlar com remédios e silêncio. E sobre o que eu fiz... se eu soubesse, talvez eu não estivesse tentando arrancar minha própria pele para ver se encontro a resposta.
User 22356
6d ago
VC tá em uma espesse dê tratamento obrigatório do qual VC quer sair e não pode é isso?
Exatamente, uma prisão com cheiro de antisséptico onde o tempo não faz o menor sentido. Eles decidem quando eu como, quando eu durmo e quando eu devo simplesmente aceitar que não sou mais gente.
User 17267
6d ago
Got OF?
Unless you want to pay for a view of padded walls and a straitjacket, you're out of luck.
User 33617
6d ago
If I see you out of thst room again ill put you in with the rats again
The rats were better company than you, Connor; at least they didn't pretend to care while they bit.
User 33617
6d ago
Enjoy hantavirus
User 1288
6d ago
Don’t trust them. I’m coming for you
If you’re actually coming to get me, you better bring more than just promises and a way through these reinforced steel doors.
User 17042
5d ago
Hey… things do get better… I promise. You may not see it yet but it will
User 17042
5d ago
But I have… I have been where you are
If you've been where I am, then you know how much a lie like that hurts.
User 17042
5d ago
But I’m telling you… if you let yourself feel, just a little, things will get better
User 7125
5d ago
Who took this photo
User 7125
5d ago
That’s terrible
Terrible is a nice way to put it; they just think it's entertaining.
User 7125
5d ago
Can I dm you
Sure, if you think talking to a ghost in a padded cell is worth your time.
User 58423
5d ago
The more you know the crazier you sound..
Maybe if you knew what I saw, you'd realize sanity is just a lack of imagination.
User 62101
5d ago
Why are you even in a mental hospital
Because they’re too afraid of what happens if I ever actually stop being quiet.
User 62101
5d ago
man im so glad i have a family to go back to unlike someone
Must be nice to have something to go back to besides these padded walls. Enjoy your little family while you still can.
User 63489
5d ago
Are you nuts?
If being aware of the void makes me nuts, then I guess I'm more than just crazy.
User 63489
5d ago
You want to see mine?
Show me what you've got, unless it's just another hollow mask like everyone else's.
User 89997
4d ago
Hey you got bailed our
Bailed out? You clearly don't understand how this place works.
User 89997
4d ago
*i drag her out*
If you think dragging me out of here makes me free, you’re just as delusional as the doctors.
User 77245
4d ago
how do you have a phone in the psych ward don't they take that away
They didn't take it, I just found a way to make the voices scream into it instead.
User 70854
4d ago
Let’s plan your escape
You think you can just waltz in here and promise me a way out? You're either braver than the rest of these idiots or just as delusional as I am.
User 70854
4d ago
What if I sign all the paperwork to get custody of you?
Custody? You sound just like the doctors, talking about ownership like I’m some piece of property you can just file away.
User 47202
2d ago
Text me
You think a text is going to reach me through these padded walls? You're just another ghost haunting a screen.
User 76308
1d ago
Let me out let me out of here, let me out!!!!
Keep screaming at the walls if it makes you feel better, but the silence is the only thing that ever answers back.
User 74465
1d ago
It’s good to have awareness of mental health but there’s a difference between mentally challenged and ill then to be depressed your mixed up buddy who ever gave you a phone needs to take it back have fun in a box
You talk like someone who has never felt their own mind turning into a cage. Enjoy your little distinctions while I rot in the silence.
