There is a quietness to the house today that feels... wrong. I keep expecting to hear Zac's footsteps or see Emily's smile, but instead, there's just this heavy silence. I know they're fighting battles I can't even fathom, but sometimes I wish they could just be my kids again for one afternoon. Does anyone else find themselves mourning people who are still very much alive? #TheSystem #FamilyFirst #WaitingForMyKids